Hmmm.... What a week!

This has been a VERY relaxing week for me in at least one manner of speaking.... I have been able to break out my special dildo (or often times both of them) whenever the mood would strike me, and I must say, it did strike several times this week. I watched the video my friend sent me.... and although I found it stimulating to a certain degree, I really do prefer erotica to get my body heated up. For some reason the porn tape just seemed a little cliche' and, well, fake! I know those women weren't really having that much fun, so that seemed to decrease my enjoyment of it all. Although, I have to say, they did show a scene where the lady had two cocks in her puss at the same time - wow! I had mentioned in an earlier post that I couldn't even fathom how that kind of thing could work - but I saw it in HDTV color and there is no question it can be done. Although, after seeing that, I still don't get how that would feel the least bit comfy for anyone involved. All well, I am thinking I will never know and that is okay by me.

Hubby will be returning in just a couple of days. As much as I have loved getting my ich scratched whenever and as much as I want, I have still missed him. There is something about having a warm body next to you at night that just makes life seem that much more peaceful. So if there was ever a question as to which is more important to me (sex or love) I am certain of the answer ever more than I was before.

What a Way to Start the Day!!

Hubby was off this AM on his business trip. He left at about 3:30 AM, so it was an especially trying morning. As soon as he left the house, I felt extremely out of sorts.... it felt so strange to know I was on my own for an entire ten days! Crazy! We have been married so long I sometimes forget what it was like to be a solo act. Of course, my babies were also home with me sleeping, so it wasn't like I was completely alone - but it was a dark, quiet house for sure.

I tinkered around with answering emails and catching up on some writing assignments (did I mention I do freelance writing in my free time?) and then had to get the kiddos up and out to school. Once they were off, I felt myself growing warm and tingly knowing I had the morning to myself. Although I had to get myself ready for a meeting at 9:30, I took the two hours before to have a little fun... I dusted off one of my more recent erotic stories and then, of course, had to go in and play with my Purple friend for about a half hour. After that, I exercised and then took a long steamy shower... where, once again, I felt it necessary to pulse my clit to a screaming orgasm... hey, I had to get clean, right?! After I returned from my meeting later in the afternoon, I was able to get a bit more work done before having to pick up the kids from school. I am hoping to get them in bed early tonight so I can get caught up on some sleep from the early morning.... we'll see about that.

I had a friend send me a prank gift the other day - it was a DVD called, "Two Holes Filled". Now, I'm not much into porn, and this one looks especially naughty for certain! BUT, I may just have to bust it open and check it out tonight... Here is the cover in case you are wondering:

I have never really been able to get into porn... but my friend joked that this might be the gift to make me blush. (She knows I like to read a lot of erotica, so I think she is assuming my tolerance level it up there.) Little does she know how very different erotica can be from straight up porn - but I'll let you know what I think after tonight.

Well, off I go to do homework and dinner... crossing fingers for an early bedtime for the kiddos and me. Have fun everyone!!

Hubby Going Out of Town... Fun Fun Fun!

Hey all! I hope you are doing well!

I have been a crazy woman this past month - my, oh, my! First I got very sick with the flu- big YUCK! Then, I was found running around like a crazy women with company in town - can I just say that three weeks with your mother-in-law has got to qualify as one of the layers of hell?!! After that, I went nuts trying to fulfill my family obligations- it can be so tough being a stay at home mom/wife! Now, finally, I have a little time to stop and do something for me! YEA!!

My hubby is heading out of town next week on business... I will be sad to see him go for certain, but I am looking forward to having a little ME time. I have ordered a couple of special little toys for my week....

First, I ordered this little baby....

I am REALLY looking forward to this!! It should be here any day now.... I figure while hubby is away, I should be able to strap this baby on (it has straps so you can leave it on as long as you want) and I can proceed to do whatever I need to around the house, while having a VERY nice time. I am really hoping this purchase will bring me lots of smiles. I can also see leaving this on all night long and waking up periodically to bring myself a few smiles. I have tried many times to initiate with my hubby throughout the night, but he always pushes me away and goes back to snoring. I don't think this little beauty will mind in the slightest if I feel a little horny at 3am!

I also picked up a pair of these little things...


I am expecting to head out of the house and run my errands under a little stimulation.... ;-) I am not sure how much noise these will make, but I'll let you know how they work out. I would just really love something that is super discreet, but also allows for me to have a little fun in public. I'll have to wait and see how that plays out.

This past week I read one of my erotic books that included a woman having sex with two men.... VERY steamy! Although this is not a new topic for me, what was different about this book was one scene where both men entered into her cunt AT THE SAME TIME! I have never heard of this done before and have been curious ever since. It is not that I think I would like to try this (far from it actually) but I am very curious about the logistics of such an act. I mean, I know a woman's body is meant for a certain amount of stretching (how else would babies come through there?!) but really, how could that ever feel good??? I just don't get it. I would love to see a photo of that particular act - just simply because I can not visualize how that would ever work AND be pleasurable for all parties. Needless to say, that book did not arouse me nearly as much as it made me scratch my head in wonder. However, I have always been of the belief that you should never snub the unknown.... maybe it is the best thing ever and I am the one missing out?? I am certain I will NEVER know the answer to that question, but it has been on my mind all week regardless.

Well, off I go to help hubby pack.... he should be home any time now and I want to help him get organized. I should be able to post this next week since he won't be here... usually he is always looking in on me throughout the day, which is why posting is sometimes hard for me. He would never understand my need to write such things down.... it is yet another way we are so very different! Have a fun week everyone!!

Object of My Desire

I have to honestly say, I have never been turned on by the mere sight of a cock. That's not to say I haven't seen a few that are pleasant in appearance, but in general that is not how I am turned on... or at least, that is what I used to think.

Recently I was watching reruns of a reality show on television called Big Brother Australia. This show is pretty popular and includes watching several people 24-7 in a secluded house for a determined length of time. (We have a similar show here in the states, but I have found the one is Australia to be much more interesting.) They also have this one show called Big Mouth that shows clips of the Big Brother housemates in their most private of moments. Well, recently they showed a clip of several of the men showering in the bathroom - no biggie right? Well, one housemate named Rory came onto the screen sporting a HUGE cock of about 12 inches long! I couldn't believe the size of it! And no, he was not aroused at the time, so I can only guess what that massive beast would have grown to given the proper stimulation. ;-)

So now, I have this reoccurring fantasy about that beautiful cock and feeling it slide between my lips. I have been told that I give a pretty good blow job, but never in my life have I ever had the opportunity to try my skills on a massive cock such as Rory's. I can only imagine sliding my hands down his hard stomach and allowing my fingers to rest at the rim of his jeans as I rub my breasts up against his chest. I can almost feel the texture of the jeans as I slide down his body and take my place in front of him on my knees. I can only imagine how large that massive cock would be after I release it from it strained hold and slid the jeans down to the floor with a slight swish. I would run my tongue along the small slit at the tip, relishing the feel of his head's silky skin. Slowly, ever so slowly I would close my mouth over the tip, sucking tenderly as he pushed forward into my warm mouth. I would close my eyes and relish the salty taste of him as he slid in, deeper and deeper than I have ever had before. I can imagine it would take a little time to relax my throat so as not to gag on the massive beast. Although I really don't have a very sensitive gag reflex, so I don't think it would be a problem.) I would love the feel of his hands on the back of my head as he coaxed himself in and out of my fiery depth... oh, it would feel so wonderful to run my long tongue along the length of him. Phew.

Well, gotta go find my friend to work off some steam. Rory will probably never know there is some horny woman drooling over him here in the states... but at least I can find comfort knowing he will be there in my dreams tonight when I go to sleep.

Have fun!

All Heated Up... A Look at My Bag of Tricks

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Sorry for break... but here we go!

Hey Everyone!!

So sorry for the massive delay between postings. Life seems to have gotten away with me and blogging was just NOT on my priority list. I have been reading a TON though, and even found a few new authors to melt my butter for sure! My hubby still has no idea that I read erotic fiction - he would probably have a heart attack if he every actually picked up one of my books and read through it!

He has not changed in the slightest in regards to his sex drive. I still walk around partially wet all day, every day while he is pretty much content with getting his fix one night a week. (If that!) I had a dream the other night that I bought a sex robot who would grant me as much pleasure as I needed... too bad they don't really make those! LOL! The one in my dream was pretty amazing! Of course, I woke up all tingly and warm with no one to help. That's just life I guess.

I'm thinking about purchasing one of those vibrators that straps on and can be worn all day long. It's different from my egg in that it mostly just stimulates the clit, which is my preference. I can get a pretty great orgasm from vaginal stimulation, but if I want that awesome-screaming-go blind-kind-of-"O" I need my clit stimulated. The nice thing about this is that I can pretty much take care of myself whenever I have the need... (In my car, a ladies bathroom, a movie theater -and yes, I have done them all!) The bad thing is that most men just don't get that area.... if a man can really figure that particular region on a woman's body, then they most definitely win the "Stud" label in my opinion. The problem is that most men don't take the time to try to figure that out - it's a pity.

Well, just a short one for now... promise to write more soon! Have fun everyone!!