What a Way to Start the Day!!

Hubby was off this AM on his business trip. He left at about 3:30 AM, so it was an especially trying morning. As soon as he left the house, I felt extremely out of sorts.... it felt so strange to know I was on my own for an entire ten days! Crazy! We have been married so long I sometimes forget what it was like to be a solo act. Of course, my babies were also home with me sleeping, so it wasn't like I was completely alone - but it was a dark, quiet house for sure.

I tinkered around with answering emails and catching up on some writing assignments (did I mention I do freelance writing in my free time?) and then had to get the kiddos up and out to school. Once they were off, I felt myself growing warm and tingly knowing I had the morning to myself. Although I had to get myself ready for a meeting at 9:30, I took the two hours before to have a little fun... I dusted off one of my more recent erotic stories and then, of course, had to go in and play with my Purple friend for about a half hour. After that, I exercised and then took a long steamy shower... where, once again, I felt it necessary to pulse my clit to a screaming orgasm... hey, I had to get clean, right?! After I returned from my meeting later in the afternoon, I was able to get a bit more work done before having to pick up the kids from school. I am hoping to get them in bed early tonight so I can get caught up on some sleep from the early morning.... we'll see about that.

I had a friend send me a prank gift the other day - it was a DVD called, "Two Holes Filled". Now, I'm not much into porn, and this one looks especially naughty for certain! BUT, I may just have to bust it open and check it out tonight... Here is the cover in case you are wondering:

I have never really been able to get into porn... but my friend joked that this might be the gift to make me blush. (She knows I like to read a lot of erotica, so I think she is assuming my tolerance level it up there.) Little does she know how very different erotica can be from straight up porn - but I'll let you know what I think after tonight.

Well, off I go to do homework and dinner... crossing fingers for an early bedtime for the kiddos and me. Have fun everyone!!

Hubby Going Out of Town... Fun Fun Fun!

Hey all! I hope you are doing well!

I have been a crazy woman this past month - my, oh, my! First I got very sick with the flu- big YUCK! Then, I was found running around like a crazy women with company in town - can I just say that three weeks with your mother-in-law has got to qualify as one of the layers of hell?!! After that, I went nuts trying to fulfill my family obligations- it can be so tough being a stay at home mom/wife! Now, finally, I have a little time to stop and do something for me! YEA!!

My hubby is heading out of town next week on business... I will be sad to see him go for certain, but I am looking forward to having a little ME time. I have ordered a couple of special little toys for my week....

First, I ordered this little baby....

I am REALLY looking forward to this!! It should be here any day now.... I figure while hubby is away, I should be able to strap this baby on (it has straps so you can leave it on as long as you want) and I can proceed to do whatever I need to around the house, while having a VERY nice time. I am really hoping this purchase will bring me lots of smiles. I can also see leaving this on all night long and waking up periodically to bring myself a few smiles. I have tried many times to initiate with my hubby throughout the night, but he always pushes me away and goes back to snoring. I don't think this little beauty will mind in the slightest if I feel a little horny at 3am!

I also picked up a pair of these little things...


I am expecting to head out of the house and run my errands under a little stimulation.... ;-) I am not sure how much noise these will make, but I'll let you know how they work out. I would just really love something that is super discreet, but also allows for me to have a little fun in public. I'll have to wait and see how that plays out.

This past week I read one of my erotic books that included a woman having sex with two men.... VERY steamy! Although this is not a new topic for me, what was different about this book was one scene where both men entered into her cunt AT THE SAME TIME! I have never heard of this done before and have been curious ever since. It is not that I think I would like to try this (far from it actually) but I am very curious about the logistics of such an act. I mean, I know a woman's body is meant for a certain amount of stretching (how else would babies come through there?!) but really, how could that ever feel good??? I just don't get it. I would love to see a photo of that particular act - just simply because I can not visualize how that would ever work AND be pleasurable for all parties. Needless to say, that book did not arouse me nearly as much as it made me scratch my head in wonder. However, I have always been of the belief that you should never snub the unknown.... maybe it is the best thing ever and I am the one missing out?? I am certain I will NEVER know the answer to that question, but it has been on my mind all week regardless.

Well, off I go to help hubby pack.... he should be home any time now and I want to help him get organized. I should be able to post this next week since he won't be here... usually he is always looking in on me throughout the day, which is why posting is sometimes hard for me. He would never understand my need to write such things down.... it is yet another way we are so very different! Have a fun week everyone!!

Object of My Desire

I have to honestly say, I have never been turned on by the mere sight of a cock. That's not to say I haven't seen a few that are pleasant in appearance, but in general that is not how I am turned on... or at least, that is what I used to think.

Recently I was watching reruns of a reality show on television called Big Brother Australia. This show is pretty popular and includes watching several people 24-7 in a secluded house for a determined length of time. (We have a similar show here in the states, but I have found the one is Australia to be much more interesting.) They also have this one show called Big Mouth that shows clips of the Big Brother housemates in their most private of moments. Well, recently they showed a clip of several of the men showering in the bathroom - no biggie right? Well, one housemate named Rory came onto the screen sporting a HUGE cock of about 12 inches long! I couldn't believe the size of it! And no, he was not aroused at the time, so I can only guess what that massive beast would have grown to given the proper stimulation. ;-)

So now, I have this reoccurring fantasy about that beautiful cock and feeling it slide between my lips. I have been told that I give a pretty good blow job, but never in my life have I ever had the opportunity to try my skills on a massive cock such as Rory's. I can only imagine sliding my hands down his hard stomach and allowing my fingers to rest at the rim of his jeans as I rub my breasts up against his chest. I can almost feel the texture of the jeans as I slide down his body and take my place in front of him on my knees. I can only imagine how large that massive cock would be after I release it from it strained hold and slid the jeans down to the floor with a slight swish. I would run my tongue along the small slit at the tip, relishing the feel of his head's silky skin. Slowly, ever so slowly I would close my mouth over the tip, sucking tenderly as he pushed forward into my warm mouth. I would close my eyes and relish the salty taste of him as he slid in, deeper and deeper than I have ever had before. I can imagine it would take a little time to relax my throat so as not to gag on the massive beast. Although I really don't have a very sensitive gag reflex, so I don't think it would be a problem.) I would love the feel of his hands on the back of my head as he coaxed himself in and out of my fiery depth... oh, it would feel so wonderful to run my long tongue along the length of him. Phew.

Well, gotta go find my friend to work off some steam. Rory will probably never know there is some horny woman drooling over him here in the states... but at least I can find comfort knowing he will be there in my dreams tonight when I go to sleep.

Have fun!

All Heated Up... A Look at My Bag of Tricks

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Sorry for break... but here we go!

Hey Everyone!!

So sorry for the massive delay between postings. Life seems to have gotten away with me and blogging was just NOT on my priority list. I have been reading a TON though, and even found a few new authors to melt my butter for sure! My hubby still has no idea that I read erotic fiction - he would probably have a heart attack if he every actually picked up one of my books and read through it!

He has not changed in the slightest in regards to his sex drive. I still walk around partially wet all day, every day while he is pretty much content with getting his fix one night a week. (If that!) I had a dream the other night that I bought a sex robot who would grant me as much pleasure as I needed... too bad they don't really make those! LOL! The one in my dream was pretty amazing! Of course, I woke up all tingly and warm with no one to help. That's just life I guess.

I'm thinking about purchasing one of those vibrators that straps on and can be worn all day long. It's different from my egg in that it mostly just stimulates the clit, which is my preference. I can get a pretty great orgasm from vaginal stimulation, but if I want that awesome-screaming-go blind-kind-of-"O" I need my clit stimulated. The nice thing about this is that I can pretty much take care of myself whenever I have the need... (In my car, a ladies bathroom, a movie theater -and yes, I have done them all!) The bad thing is that most men just don't get that area.... if a man can really figure that particular region on a woman's body, then they most definitely win the "Stud" label in my opinion. The problem is that most men don't take the time to try to figure that out - it's a pity.

Well, just a short one for now... promise to write more soon! Have fun everyone!!

Doing IT Right....

I have to admit that I have had my fair share of experiences with oral sex. I dated this one guy who could come to an orgasm just by coming down on me - no kidding, I didn't even have to touch him and he came! Did I mention that I am loud (I'm talking REALLY loud) in bed. That probably had something to do with it, although that man LOVED oral. What I really loved about him was that he was gentle, had GREAT timing, and really made sure I knew how much he loved it. It was fantastic! Probably some of the best orgasms of my life!

I also had a relationship with a guy who was absolutely HORRIBLE at sucking pussy. He could get down there, push and shove things at random intervals and usually left me swollen and miserable for days after. I don't know what he was thinking!! And when I asked him if he liked doing it, his reply was "not really, but I know you like it when I do it." WHAT?! Where did he ever get that idea???

So, as I was dreaming one day about having a man slave to eat my cunt whenever I felt the desire I decided I should put together a few pointers for my fantasy man. So, here we go...

1. Start slow. Women don't like to feel rushed and you spreading us eagle and cramming fingers into random holes just does not get us off. I'm not saying a good quickie isn't appreciated once and a while, but if you are eating pussy this is not a quickie moment. Be soft and gentle in your touch at first, there is plenty of time to apply additional pressure as the session continues.

2. Make sure you let her know you like what you are doing. Many times women don't like oral because they think the guy doesn't. We are pretty self conscious people you know! Put your lovers mind at ease by appreciating her body. Say something like "MMMM... you taste soooo good." or "God babe, I just can't get enough of you." If we know you like it, then chances are, we will like it too.

3. Don't attack the clit. Some guys get so crazy about getting the oral done that they jump at the clit from the moment they get south of the border. Chill out and slow down! That area is extremely sensitive and can actually hurt if too much pressure is applied too quickly. Start soft and slow by giving attention to the area around the clit and don't go poking at that button too soon. When you do get the clit hard and ready, don't just use one finger on it. That can result in too much pressure and lose the good sensations. Instead, use the flat of your tongue or two gentle fingers. I really like it when the two fingers catch the clit gently between them. That way the pressure is really on the skin around the clit and the clit gets lots of stimulation from all sides. Remember fellas, a clit is NOT like a cock - faster and harder is not always better.

4. When it comes to fingers, more is NOT always better. I dated this man who thought that cramming his fist into my wet pussy would actually be a good idea. Not necessary. Did you know that you can actually drive a woman crazy with one single digit? Yep. You don't have to stretch a woman to oblivion to bring her around. A nice steady in and out while you work her clit and prob with your tongue can drive her wild! Also, when it comes to fingers, make sure you are well groomed fellas. I can't tell you how HORRIBLE a rough edged nail or hang nail can feel down there. Calling all nail biters, STOP IT if you want to be good at oral sex!! (Also, it's really quite a disgusting habit any how.)

5. And finally - Work that Tongue! When you first start going down on your girl, keep the pressure of the tongue soft and gentle. Explore her slit, tease her clit gently, and find a slow steady rhythm that works for you. Don't try cramming your whole tongue down her pussy and expect her to swoon. Unless your a rock star with a tongue the size of a banana, that really isn't going to get her off on its own. Instead, tease the skin around her slit and allow her to feel your presence... don't forget to tell her how yummy she tastes.

So I hope I have given you fellas a few pointers on how to bring a smile to your girls face. And always remember, if you can eat pussy like a pro, ladies feel sooo much more inclined to return the favor. :-) Have fun!

Desiring to be Seduced

I went to the pool today... no big thing, just wanted to look into getting lessons so I can perfect my not so perfect swimming techniques. As I waited on the sidelines of the pool for the instructor to meet me, I noticed a young man walking past me... he was young, probably no more than 19 or so and was wearing a Speedo and dripping water with each step. He glanced over at me and flashed me a cute smile before nodding politely and walking into the bathroom. I don't know what came over me, but I found myself watching his firm muscular ass as it drifted away and then looked up to meet the eyes of a much older mother - his mother! She must have been there for some kind of practice session and she caught me checking out her son! UGH! I know I must have turned five shades of red as I immediately turned my attention to the floor until she had left. But to be completely honest, as much as the thought did momentarily cross my mind about wanting to seduce this much younger man, I don't really desire to bed a boy... I want a man - a real man!

That is probably one of my biggest complaints about my sex life - it is just a little too polite (and too infrequent). I would love it if I were grabbed from behind by my man, tossed on the bed, and seduced firmly and passionately. I'm not suggesting that I want to be raped or experience major pain or anything, but I would love to be truly taken... controlled... talk dirty to me, tug at my nipples, drive me to the brink of orgasm and then make me beg to come, shove your cock into my throat and make me choke on it, drive me wild with your manly handling.

I am beginning to realize that looks are not really what attracts me to someone so much as confidence in self - I find that REAL men are a REAL turn on!